Tyler Smith - Apathy - [Official Musicvideo - Egodeath Pictures 2016]

The official musicvideo for Tyler Smith's track "Apathy", taken from the record "Mental notes".

LYRICS:

I threw my ex out with our baby in her belly
someone said i should pray for myself i guess it isnt helping
too busy with internal problems that i dealt with
plus im agnostic, if theres a god he isnt helping

im stuck between a difficult place and hard rocks
i graduated with diplomas from the school of hard knocks
they said only I could make a change - im far off
far from it, - conclusion and fact - life sucks hard cock

they said "im a idiot for fucking with you
you only good for starting ruckus, you fuck with my mood"
listen, i dont need the drama - im stuck in my blues
for every step forward theres a snake under my boot

karma - im numb and i cant feel
disorder of thoughtprocess, skull is a landfill -
heavy heart is an anvil, stuck in this grey square
fuck it - i cant feel with something that aint there - blunted

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ill be blunted forever
another rainy day im always stuck under the weather
spent time on finding about hundreds of clever
ways to say fuck you i but i feel number than ever

cloud, floating over my head
i keep on repeating myself like "thats what i told you i said"
barely breathing from always needin to hold my breath
hole in chest, never been as cold as this

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im peeled off and fucking darkened in mind
darker than I, ever felt but all of the time
walking around with odd thoughts sharper than knives
no bark when i bite and thats what I harbour til I

shatter the fucking cage of ice surrounding my heart
fuck life, ill relapse as im diving down in my art
die hard writing, divided but mind is a shark
down in my dark dungeon where all the rhyming get sparked

fuck, i cant feel it but i know that im pissed
fuck, dont come any closer stop holdin me bitch
before i tug those loving arms until shoulders are dis
located now hoe face I could blow any minute

like how the fuck am i supposed to be feeling
when im over the top emotional but soul is so timid
throat thickened by hatred cause ur approach is a gimmick
saliva acidic, i hope you choke, but no, you just didnt

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so ill be blunted forever
another rainy day im always stuck under the weather
spent time on finding about hundreds of clever
ways to say fuck you i but i feel number than ever

cloud, floating over my head
deeply repeating myself like "thats what i told you i said"
barely breathing from always needin to hold my breath
hole in chest, never been as cold as this

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Director and D.O.P: Casper Jarmo
Lyrics and Vocals: Tyler Smith
Track produced by: Patte K
Story by: Casper Jarmo
Editing: Egodeath Pictures
Videoproducers: Casper Jarmo & Tyler Smith

Actors:

Tyler Smith
Christian Andersen
Mimmi Lindblom
Colin Smith
Sid Shifty
Mark Kristensen
Göran Svensson
Lovisa Fredén
Casper Jarmo

Shot in Helsingborg, Sweden in 2016.
Locations: Magasin 405 and Maria Park

Instagram:

Tyler Smith: @visualsoftyler
Casper Jarmo: @casperjarmo

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