Boredom and Emptiness【Life in Japan】

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0:00 Opening
1:26 Daily life (near Osaka)
3:03 Daily life($200 rent room)
4:00 Daily life (workday)
9:36 Daily life (dayoff)
14:34 Ending (to myself)

Hello everyone, it's Saiko here.
Thank you for finding me!
I've lived in Japan for 23 years, and while I'm grateful for many things, I've always felt a sense of emptiness lingering somewhere within.
Yes,I acknowledge the perspective questioning what one might be saying while living in a peaceful developed country.
For the first time, I decided to capture my daily life on camera and take a step back to observe it from an outsider's perspective.
What I found was a mixture of unbearable boredom and emptiness, yet also moments of beauty.
Moreover, I discovered plenty of things I wanted to say to my helpless self.
My English is clumsy, and despite being a beginner in video editing, thank you for watching!
Comments from around the world are greatly appreciated!