Скачать или смотреть oh, you're afraid of growing up too?

For those like me who've spent so long idolizing childhood as this perfect sunlit haze, only to chase it until adulthood, look back and realize you'll be 78 years old and still watch the rain droplets race across the car windows.
Also, the world is going insane. Shall we leave humanity behind for a little while?
As an editing practice I think I've gotten better... although I realize now having my computer have a 10 fps playback speed makes the video seem like 20 minutes rather than 6 faksdjfasl. Sorry about thatttt. I'll work on getting better at editing (can't promise a video anytime soon because of school and other projects though)

Song credits:
sound you hear when you have brain fog by ‪@whoisadaline‬    • sound you hear when you have brain fog   (if you see this I hope you know that you've made the period of time since I've found you something nostalgic, something to find comfort within, something like the golden warmth of sunlight on my eyelids. It's nice, especially when all the days would bleed together otherwise.)
song for when you find your meaning to leave by ‪@whoisadaline‬
   • song for when you find your meaning to live   (the first song I heard from adaline and it made my sad little soul feel something nice. I like listening to it in the morning.)
Untimely Arrival (Unfortunate Departure) by ‪@medyomaybe‬ (this is such a hyperfixation song I love it so muchhhhhhhhhhh. If I had the artistic skills I'd make an animatic but I just talk a lot, so I hope this suffices even a little bit.)
what her smile would sound like by ‪@Matsuiio‬ (every. single. song. makes. me. want. to. cry. in the best way possible akldfjaklsdfaklsdfj. So much emotion in every single note and the time invested into this compositional skill is absolutely beautiful aksldjflaksdjf)
then of course the silly little piano part in dream sweet in sea major.
Note - for most of the music used I applied a reverb and lessened the frequencies in the "human voice range" (idk there's little sliders alskdf. Just an fyi, you'll need to listen to the original song for the full ~ musical experience ~ )
If you'd like me to remove the music for any reason then please let me know!

Ermmm yes so the cool and professional youtubers have a long description. I don't really know what they put in there. If you want to find my stuff anywhere else then errrr stay posted for a novel someday perhaps perhaps.