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I (M31) Can't help but feel inadequate after hearing what my partner (F26) thinks about my size

This is probably the biggest non problem ever posted here but it's dominating my thoughts so I'm looking to reddit for some advice/perspective, so here goes. Start of the weekend past I was hanging with my partner after a long working week. I had a couple drinks (she is currently pregnant so was sober) feeling slightly tipsy I try to steer the conversation in a cheeky direction as you do and I made a random comment about my penis and jokingly called it small, she says back to me "why do you always call it small?" God knows why I did this (probs thru insecurity) I decided to probe a little and asked "is it not small?" and her reply to me was "I think you are middle" I know this is not the worst response to get here but it's left me so deflated and I've been down ever since. I have always known I'm average in length but think I get points back from being reasonably girthy. I know I should appreciate her honesty but I guess I'm gutted she didn't just tell a little white lie and stoke my ego a bit. (probs toxic tho) I can't shake the feeling of not being enough or impressive enough for her. I've told her I'm upset and deflated by the comment and she has apologised and said I'm "perfect" for her. I know I should be happy she wants me and says I'm perfect but can't stop thinking if I'm middle does that mean she's had way bigger and way smaller and she's settled for Mr average. What should be my next steps?