This Is Me | ORIGINAL SONG About AUTISM | Holly Allison

Hey guys. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today's video is very special to me. I made a new years resolution this year to write more songs, and within the first 2 weeks I had written 4!! (No idea where they came from lol) This was the first of the 4, and It's a song about my life with autism and mental health - not the whole story, just a glimpse, as the whole story would need a whole film 😂
Thanks to Cliff for playing the guitar for it (The drums are me banging on a chair with my hands for 4 minutes lol)! This song is very special to me (hence why I wanted to upload it on my birthday!), so it would mean the world if you could share it with everyone you know!

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LYRICS:

You don't know what it's like to feel so small
In a world where all is new, it's not red and blue
You can't see what it's like for me to have
A hundred billion thoughts go round, I can't stop the sound

I see a bird flying by, I'm wandering off in my mind
I'm singing that piece of music that's in my head all the time
I'm thinking what's 1 + 1 and, that time we were stuck in quicksand
And I don't know what's going on, cause all I know

The world's a scary place, and sometimes I can't face it
And I might seem alright, but inside I'm faking
Cause I just need a little time, just let me be
But I wouldn't change it for the world, this is me

Every time that I go to wave goodbye
I'm stepping into the unknown, I feel all alone
I keep to me all of my anxiety
Cause I'm tryna fit right in, but I won't win, cause

What if I mess up? I think I'm not good enough
I'm indecisive I am trying all I can to not give up
I get overwhelmed, thinking I don't belong in this world
But I keep it to myself, cause all I know

The world's a scary place, and sometimes I can't face it
And I might seem alright, but inside I'm faking
Cause I just need a little time, just let me be
But I wouldn't change it for the world, this is me

Cause all I know, and all I see
Is I can't let this defeat me
Cause all I am, and all I'll be
Is good enough for me

The world's a scary place, but I will try and face it
And I will make mistakes, but I'll learn to embrace it
Cause I just need a little time, just let me be
But I wouldn't change it for the world
I wouldn't change it for the world
This is me!