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Just a casual vent that can't begin to cover a fraction of my mental state
prod by prodvelvet

lyrics:
Stuck in place
Face to face, unseen
I can't dream when i can't see
I can't see what I'm meant to feel now

This happens every year
(Every year it just comes back and I cant do anything; I just get so god damn sad)

Sad~

Something please come break me

Free~

Day in, day out I'm asking

why cant i change
why cant i lie
why cant i see
why-

This life is forsaken
My mind is making
amalgamations of things ive done
and things ive yet to do

My reprise of regret and my fear of complacency
It all leads me down these holes that connects to the same emptiness that wishes to empty me

And on the way down i bleed.
My eyes are gouged
My tongue is severed
My wrists are open
My ankles are broken
I can't move.

This happens so often, so consistently, that ive lost my will to ask for help.
I've lost the skill to maneuver my way out.
I've lost the thrill this place used to give me.
I used to feel afraid of this.

But now its all the same numb.
And I want nothing.
I. Want. Nothing.

Do you know how that feels?
Let me tell you

It feels awful
I cant hold relationships
I cant have friendships
I cant form connections with people because no one will understand what im going through
Everyone is different, no one is the same
and no one will understand me the same way i do
And i would rather fall from 30 stories high than have to bear my soul to another one who can only offer kind words and warm fucking smiles

#sad #indie #indiemusic #poem #music #slow