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What if everything — grief, rage, desire, love — is sex?

In this provocative and soulful episode of Spiritual Fxckboy, host Ben Duffy sits down with Amanda, a Boulder-based somatic sexologist and intimacy coach, for an unfiltered deep dive into the sacred intersection of sexuality and spirituality.
Together, they unpack how pleasure itself can become a path to healing — how the same energy that drives desire also fuels creativity, connection, and spiritual awakening. From full-body orgasms to inner-child wounds, Amanda and Ben explore how shame keeps us small and how reclaiming our erotic energy reconnects us to the divine.
Raw, funny, and profoundly human — this episode invites you to open to life as it moves through you and let pleasure become your teacher.



🔥 In This Episode
Somatic Sexology 101: Healing through the body — not bypassing with the mind
Eros as Aliveness: How sexuality, grief, and creativity are all the same life force
The Body as Temple: Reclaiming your sensuality as sacred, not sinful
Childhood & Conditioning: How early shame shapes adult desire and intimacy
Pleasure as Medicine: Using embodiment to transmute pain into power
Existential Kink: The art of finding joy and turn-on inside your darkness
Sex as Spiritual Practice: Merging Tantra, mindfulness, and embodiment
Masculine Healing: Ben opens up about early wounds, intimacy fears, and redefining manhood
The Erotic Blueprints: Understanding your unique pathways to arousal
Integration & Embodiment: Turning awakening into everyday life




💬 Memorable Moments
“Everything is sex — because everything is creation.” — Amanda
“If you repress anger, you repress love. The heart closes to everything.” — Ben
“Pleasure and pain together — that’s your power.” — Amanda
“Can you allow life to f*** you open?” — Ben


“Finding God in the places we were told not to look — that’s the real liberation.” — Amanda




💎 Key Topics
Somatic bodywork & sexual trauma release
Shame, desire, and emotional repression
Tantra and sacred sexuality
The dark feminine and shadow integration
Semen retention and conscious masculinity
Desire as divine direction
Eros as the essence of God




Your body isn’t a distraction from enlightenment — it’s the gateway to it.

Every sensation, every emotion, every desire is a message from the divine.
Pleasure is the portal.






“You don’t attract what you want — you attract what you are.

Heal the resistance, and remember — you’ve been whole the whole time.”