"WHY DO I CHOOSE THIS FOR A LIVING" - Jon Bois Pretty Good E8 [Re-upload]

All credit goes to Jon Bois. He made this video on June 27 2016 and continue to make stuff at SB Nation. Check him out.
This video is also on Odysee for redundancy: https://odysee.com/@Mehvix:4/'WHY-DO-...
The original video got copyright claimed by Poker Central. Fortunately, I am a data hoarder. Original URL for reference:    • Видео   and https://web.archive.org/web/201911091...

=== Original Description ===
i am dumb and easily frightened. if you're like me, high-stakes poker is terrifying. welcome to the eighth episode of Pretty Good, a show about stories that are pretty good.

correction (6/27): the odds expressed at 4:50 are a little off. a Jack would not have resulted in a split pot; Duhamel would still have won. thanks to SB Nation commenter Mr. Strangelove for pointing it out.


=== Songs ===
1:56 (?) L'espace-temps -- Bernard Parmegiani https://open.spotify.com/track/4uIVSD...
3:20 Workstation -- Dominique Guiot https://open.spotify.com/track/5Rd1Ce...
5:00 The Unconscious -- Marc-Olivier Dupin https://open.spotify.com/track/01QGiT...
11:22 The Passing of Time -- Marc-Oliver Dupin https://open.spotify.com/track/2hmMoL...
12:24 Hole in the Sky -- David Hewson https://open.spotify.com/track/49JRk0...
15:00 Bold Action -- Christopher Willis https://open.spotify.com/track/3SeMG0...
15:28 Lasting Hope -- Lorne Balfe https://open.spotify.com/track/49Kqjl...
16:50 Swift Glitter -- Eric Volpatti https://open.spotify.com/track/2UeVku...
22:05 Bold Action -- Christopher Willis https://open.spotify.com/track/3SeMG0...
26:05 Lasting Hope -- Lorne Balfe https://open.spotify.com/track/49Kqjl...

=== Timestamps ===

0:00 - Intro
6:01 - Chapter 1 Why do I play against smart people?
9:26 - Chapter 2 Why can't I have a glass of water?
14:32 - Chapter 3 Why can't they let me live?
17:35 - Chapter 4 Why do I let this upset me?
21:35 - Chapter 5 Why don't I just embrace chaos?