oh, the living joys and sorrows.
♪ Don’t worry about me, I’m doing better after making this song. After all, singing is therapeutic for me :) ♪
** DO NOT re-upload anywhere without permission. You may use as BACKGROUND MUSIC for creatively motivated content as long as it has credits. And tag me if ya do! :)
CREDITS:
Composition, Lyrics, Vocals, Mixing, Sound Design: Romnosity
Verse+Bridge Drum Tracks, Comfort Vocals: @mxtralzzYT
Visualizer, Editing, Art, Animation: Romnosity
Also the Person in the Visualizer lmfao: Romnosity
Literally no clue what genre this would be,,
lyrics
Twenty seven birds on the power lines
And they all left me behind
WHY ME
(I don’t know Rom, I really don’t- but,
I promise you, everything’s going to be okay.
You just have to, like, pull through, you know?)
If I look at a face for too long,, it starts melting!!
Into weird and strange elongated figures!!
I can’t help it, gigantic eyes that are
BULGING OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS!! I’M GOING INSANE!!!!
Is it my fault? Am I too isolated?
WHEN THEIR SKIN FEELS TOO TIGHT FOR THEIR BONES
I know too much, I’ve seen too much,
OH DEAR FUCKING GOD THEY’RE GONE!!!!
MOM!! DAD!! DON’T LEAVE ME BEHIND!!!!
I DON’T WANNA BE ALONE WITH THE THINGS INSIDE MY MIND!!!
I’M TIRED, I’M COLD, I’M REALLY REALLY LONELY,,
I DON’T WANT LOVE IN WORDS, I JUST WANT FOR YOU TO HOLD ME
DAD!! PLEASE!! I KNOW MOM ISN’T HERE
IT DOESN’T MEAN SHE’LL BE REPLACED WITH EVERY CHANCE THAT’S NEAR
I DON’T WANT TO WATCH YOU “LOVE” ANOTHER WOMAN EVERY YEAR
PLEASE!! I JUST NEED A MOMENT WON’T YOU LEND AN EAR???
EVERY NIGHT I’M SEEING FACES IN MY WALLS
I DON’T WANNA SEE THEM ANYMORE!!
WHY DO I HAVE TO PROVE I DESERVE TO LIVE
WHEN MY WILL TO LIVE IS STRONGER THAN EVER BEFORE??
DON’T GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT SUICIDAL!
QUITE THE OPPOSITE, ACTUALLY!
I JUST WANNA LIVE! PLEASE JUST LET ME LIVE!
PLEASE!!!
My heart is beating unreasonably fast,,
But it’s not out of excitement or joy,,
All my limbs are jittery as shit!!
Dear fucking god I’m so exhausted
The whole world is melting into rainbows
Rainbows I don’t even wanna see
I CAN’T EVEN CLOSE MY EYES
FOR WHAT I’D SEE IS WORSE THAN WHAT I DO-
I’m tired of feeling so physically weak!!
I’m tired of looking outside with envy!!
When people can live so easily
When people don’t pass out every week
And to my only ever friend, the only person who
Was ever nice to me inside this goddamn school
I’m so sorry I wasn’t enough for you,
I’m so SCARED I’m not enough for them too.
…But I guess I can’t say that, ‘cuz I’m not a grown-up yet.
EVERY NIGHT I’M SEEING FACES IN MY WALLS
I DON’T WANNA SEE THEM ANYMORE!!
WHY DO I HAVE TO PROVE I DESERVE TO LIVE
WHEN MY WILL TO LIVE IS STRONGER THAN EVER BEFORE??
DON’T GET ME WRONG, I’M NOT SUICIDAL!
QUITE THE OPPOSITE, ACTUALLY!
I JUST WANNA LIVE! PLEASE JUST LET ME LIVE!
PLEASE!!! I’M BEGGING!!
MY PARENTS TELL ME I SHOULD GET STRONGER
OR ELSE I MIGHT DIE TONIGHT
BY GOD IM SO DAMN TIRED
OF THROWING UP ALMOST EVERY TIME
MY BODY IS EATING OUT OF ITSELF
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO STOP IT
I CAN SEE MY SKIN STRETCHED ACROSS MY BONES
DEAR GOD, I FEEL I’M ROTTING!!
I DON’T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING I DO,
IT’S SO EASY TO BE HAPPY!!
IT’S SO EASY FOR THAT JOY TO BE TAKEN TOO,
OUT OF ANYONE IT’S TAKEN FROM ME!!!
I WILL NEVER BE A PROBLEM ON PURPOSE!!!
PLEASE JUST REALIZE I’M SHAMEFUL TOO!!
CAN’T WE LEAVE MY PAST JUST RIGHT BENEATH US
AND JUST TREAT ME LIKE I’M FINALLY SOMEONE TOO??
MY PARENTS TELL ME I SHOULD GET STRONGER
OR ELSE I MIGHT DIE TONIGHT
BY GOD IM SO DAMN TIRED
OF THROWING UP ALMOST EVERY TIME
MY BODY IS EATING OUT OF ITSELF
AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO STOP IT
I CAN SEE MY SKIN STRETCHED ACROSS MY BONES
DEAR GOD, I FEEL I’M ROTTING!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AND I’M NOT ENOUGH
I WISH I COULD UNDERSTAND WHY
THE TEARS THAT WELL INSIDE MY EYES
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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