bachyard ghost - never what u want (lyrics)

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Lyrics:
i'm running out of ideas on how to not mess my life up
got a notebook full of thoughts and i just keep on writing
i swear it's better than silence

i been relying on sugar to get the rush that i need
tryna find some solace in the bible
it keeps saying the same thing
i'm a sinner
if that's the case what the hell are you letting me live for?

there's a change in my eyes
i made up my mind
i don't care if i'm right
i'm doing it how i like
and it's never what you want now
i swear it's never what you want now

okay i keep running back to everything that hurt the most, most
parasitic, parasocial
did i win this time? yeah almost
i can't understand you baby told you that i'm toxic
ever since depression hit i suffer lack of conscience
my affair with pain is it chronically serves as inspiration
it's fine to follow blindly, the problem's when i'm opinionated
shut up, i'm talking to myself
please shut up, i'm talking to myself!

there's a change in my eyes
i made up my mind
i don't care if i'm right
i'm doing it how i like
and it's never what you want now
i swear it's never what you want now

no matter what i do i can't seem to escape ya
(what i want is never what you want now)
i got nothing to lose if you wanna be my savior
(what i want is never what you want now)
i'm sick of the anger i hold in my chest
(what i want is never what you want now)
you think you can change me then come try your best
(what i want is never what you want now)

there's a change in my eyes
i made up my mind
i don't care if i'm right
i'm doing it how i like
and it's never what you want now
i swear it's never what you want now

there's a change in my eyes
i made up my mind
i don't care if i'm right
i'm doing it how i like
and it's never what you want now
i swear it's never what you want now

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