ENVIRONMENT

VIDEOCLIP
Cast: Calya Jessica Boyeleba Balehen
Produced by: Calya Jessica Boyeleba Balehen
Directed by: Calya Jessica Boyeleba Balehen & Paulien Van Damme
Filmed by: Paulien Van Damme
Edited & Montaged by: Calya Jessica Boyeleba Balehen & Paulien Van Damme
Car Holders & Drivers: Raïssa Peeters & Kamal Tall
Assistant Standby Women: Hazel Moyo & Harmony Wellinghoff

MUSIC
Music produced by: Calya Jessica Boyeleba Balehen
Co-Produced by: Kamal Tall & Sam Renascent
Bass Played by: Owen Perry Weston
Drums Played by: Joshua Ongenae
Guitar Played by: Vincent Van Santfoort
Mixed by: Sam Renascent & Hazel Halle
Mastered by: Zadok Bamgboye - Umoru

LYRICS - Environment

CHORUS
sometimes i just want to be in the backseat on cruise control, moving slow and going with the flow where nobody knows me nobody knows
where nobody knows me nobody knows

VERSE
There’s nothing much left of me
Disconnecting to reconnect with me
There’s something going on that needs to be understood
Get ready open your ears if you are here to explore the clues with me I feel like there's something creeping in the back of the cab maliciously deceiving acting like it ain’t there been in the middle of euphoria and regret shoulda woulda coulda been the next one striking success
but the lack of understanding kept my intuition repressed been built from stress consciousness was a mess,
kept on going until the vessel collapsed turn love into a synonyme made for digress until fear took over and nothing was left of me like a singer without soul in it like loot without diamonds or gold in it my environment was drinking water from a bottle with cracks and holes in it yeah
SPOKEN WORD
now what do you do when your mind is stuck and your body is growing but season rearranged and nothing has changed and the temptation is there to give but it’s hard for you to move on move forward move out of your comfort zone scared to be alone scared to lead the people to the door cause once upon a time your were cinderella sweeping the floors
VERSE
Been picking up, pieces of the puzzle,
Puzzling, with plenty precision, and Purpose
Practicing, patience, being a passenger from past occasions
Patterns, possibly, polluted, my preference of premise,
Painting, the prejudice, potentially, alleviated the pretender in me Diggin deeper physiologically , made me evaluate my self image I was pleasing other people, to validate my existence
Became my worst critic,
I mean
I’ve been documenting my feelings
Drinking tea with the demons
Took notice of the sequence
Started a friendship with acceptance the grieving
Learned how to let go, of my inherent difference
Finding new ways, get used to the day to day
Don’t do as your told, get in touch with your childlike soul
For everything there is a price to pay
Aiming Cruise control, so I can be on my own

CHORUS
sometimes i just want to be in the backseat on cruise control, moving slow and going with the flow where nobody knows me nobody knows
where nobody knows me nobody knows

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