MetalY2K - Our Deceased Love (Music Video)

Lyrics:
so what's the point exactly
between winning and losing
when does it get better
and explain to me the meaning
behind all the things I go through
and all the deceit beneath me

am I toxic
am I the problem
was I meant to lose everything
four times over

someone show me
how to recover

because I can't pull myself
out from the past

nothing lasts

and I'm running out of options fast

so what's four years
in a black hole

in the shape of
our deceased love

so come over
and go through my phone
ask me if I'm cheating when I'm not
and tell me I'm not enough
I need exposure
to feel vulnerable
I don't care if it's bad for me
just want to know I'm wanted

relocating to stockholm, right?

fighting to sleep, another night

wrestling with my own head tonight

it never gets better
and I'm losing the fight