Pocketboy Solid - November Nights (Official Music Video) ft. Richard Kind, Katie Toupin, Scarluxx

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November Nights Features: Richard Kind, Katie Toupin,

Lyrics

What is left to figure out
With lowered bars and loveless doubt
I couldn't ever hear your voice
It was hollow like a vase

I searched the world for a sign
That I was yours and you were mine
But even when we shared a name
I could never remember your face
How quickly a memory fades

I don’t feel like myself tonight
I don’t feel like myself tonight

I don’t have the will to try
To look directly in your eye
I dreamt of your death again
But you keep resurrecting

I wished you well with an empty hand
And changed my expression when the camera panned
I don’t know if I am myself
But it’s not life it’s acting
I hope that my performance is satisfactory

With and innocent eye
You perceived the world as a place where we could thrive
And with the softest hands
You held me down so I could catch my breath
And see the sunrise
In the morning hours everything on earth feels right

I don’t feel like myself tonight
I don’t feel like myself tonight

I’ve lost all hope in shedding light
I’ve broken the teeth I used to bite
Just shaven legs and endless skin
Some real distracted worshiping

Every film I’ve ever seen
Those dancing light upon the screen
They want me to believe again
But it’s not art it’s marketing

You think you know what I want
But I want nothing

With a creative mind
I captured all the world and I made it mine
And with those calloused hands
You held me like an egg
Never wanted me to break
But I was never yours to save
And I was never quite awake

Stuck in a daydream

I don’t feel like myself tonight
I don’t feel like myself tonight
I haven’t felt like myself for so long I don’t remember what it feels like
And I don’t feel like myself tonight

I don’t feel like myself tonight
There’s something scratching behind my eyes just
Trying to get out of my head
With childlike defiance

Every single thing that you know about me
My desires and behaviors and my history
Gathered so arbitrarily
But it’s not love it’s science

Credits

Performers
Joe Baughman
Bridget Stiebris
Haley Blomquist
Bryan Lewis
Michael Baughman
Laura Korn
Rachel Roller

Richard Kind's Body - Abigail Mullins
Boss/Body Suit - Caleb Jackson
Coworker - Michael 'Dirty' Cunningham
Cocoon painter - Lynsey White
Red Hood/painter - Michael Baughman
River Lady - Sharon Sims

Dancers
Lizz Milcoff
Brett Milcoff
Sara Maloney
Grace Baker
Charissa Adishian
Nate Adishian

Producer - Caleb Jackson
AD/Cam Op/Red Cloak - Michael Baughman
Choreography - Sharon Sims
Gaffer/Cam Op/Coloring - Cortland Gillespie
Gaffer - Christian Donoho
AC/Cam Op/BTS - Adam Foster
FX Makeup - Hel Herron
Cam Op - Ryan Blaske
Key Grip - Alison Niedbalski
Grip/BTS - Jamison Donoho
Compositing - Andrew DeSelm
Compositing - Aaron Satterfield
Dolly Grip/Grip - Jeremy Wilmot
Projection - Bryan Lewis
Grip - Brian Baughman
Butterfly Wings - Jenny Fry, Emily Bayer
Pool Projection - Khoa Huynh
Pool Projection - Myriam Nicodemus
Credits - Tanya DeSelm

Theater Extras
Jacob Bartlett
Erin Holsten
Collin Holsten
Avery Holsten
Michael Korn
Justin Howell
Tina Baughman
Chelsea Moyer
Jean Williams

Special Thanks
The Baughmans
Innisfree Bed & Breakfast
DeBartolo Performing Arts Center
The Badertschers
Chelsea Moyer
Tricia Petit
Darden Elementary