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associative identity body type doechii or actor interaction trader joes kendrick at cashier 25 my # called but went to someone else doechii work at trader joes or whole foods when i am there sometimes she probably get access from underground and have cia employee eligibility so im have men in flight behind and in front of me in front its blackface at trader joes in the corner behind its white male purchase something me then Doechii pull up by me past me when im receiving change already so i follow doechii to front of store doechii body type associative gaslight nanotech multiple actors beauty standard assc skeletal frame visual confusing for me based on past relationship with doechii undercover or multiple relationships w doechii undercover or like 3 4 dif people i had to some extent intimate relationships with some of who were doechii or other actors in flight cia was the only way doechii could get access to me so doechii at front of trader joes i decide to type this because any interpersonal feeling of relationship dynamic occurence on an individual basis negligible given mk ultra abusive interface to interaction w jaylah hickmon also worked at connecticut psychiatric home i lived in also was in psych ward at woodhull cia access so i felt bad because i thought i misperceived doechii body type or hated her body type this is innaccurate to my actual perception firstly the flight engineer instances i have full cognitive dissonance about rape symptom in dynamic between abusers w dif sociological political financial personal humanitarian agenda communal assc investments in dif rape symptom to hypnosis spectrum my unconscious rape victim, info i got from doechii is she was having a panic attack i didnt address this information to myself yet but i can feel empathy for someones discomfort and think the feeling i have is toward them its not safe for me not to use this protective mechanism of depersonalizing myself///white supremacist dialect association went up past 30 seconds flight pattern hairs all just got fluffy, males moving around my body\\ so i get all conflicted i dont have a problem w individuals body i also have really bad body dysmorphia about my shoulders i used to wear my sneakers way too large because i thought my shoulders and calves were too large for style expression i understood to gender performance i still have discomfort about this especially when im in contact with people who socialized me because they were wearing nanotech cia disguises and recently i found out my sisters mother etc actors were cycled between in some cases 4+ dif people. so i got conflicted about it but i knew the flight had set me up with a gaslight to have cognitive dissonance about it, but if thats doechii actress because i dated jade 2020/2021 and i broke up with them in 2021 but it could have been a subconscious agreement i made with them to separate that we met on dif sides of dialect awareness about because i was uncomfortable about if i wasnt attracted to their body type when i broke up with them but not really before that i remember thinking about it when we broke up watching them walk away from me i went to get food or the post office with them but it could have been shared discomfort and i shouldnt assume jade didnt maneuver me to distance from them because they were part of my flight pattern before i knew i had a flight, and doechii was part of my rape comb 2020 and earlier and i have reservations about information i've had exposed to me about doechii using whatever her cia access was to let males she associates with to rape me basically my intention is to irreversibly revoke their or her access to me when i have autonomy over my body which means surviving the next year 2 3 4 5 years? watching the empire fall? but having addressed that doechii has violated my boundaries unforgiveably i can respect their power as an individual on a basis that i intuitively just clocked that i fully respect their beauty sexual energy identity etc in between where i respect their ability to hurt me and their fluid gender identity. though then when i got home i had warm feelings about the person associated because i am socialized white melanin deactivated bloodline dialect to have emotional suppression over spectrums of body awareness to language, which as organisms our language should express our full body state through a sonic frequency and be understood as the same for communal and individual development, so white people in my bloodline are missing communicative ability to hear what the language says about our sexual organs when we speak like my family associative socialization meritocratic privilege caste inheritance was uncomfortable casually navigating language about sex and sexuality sexual relationships dynamic casual to formal assc is unbalanced and gaslighted, basically i could be unaware of my physical body intimate relationship to doechii also based on uncnscs sexual interctv w/her i havent dvlpd cmmnctv/rape mmry loss