Скачать или смотреть a glimpse into my nyc life

i upload this video as i yearn on a train back to nyc. except i find i’m not yearning. more like willingfully attracting? as i navigate how i now hold space on social media i come back to one struggle. my presence online. i want to radiate authenticity and vulnerability. i ask myself who do i wish to be and where do i wish to go. what do i want these creations to morph into. i’m struggling with knowing what i want to say but creating it into a piece of work that feels different. there is an over saturation. i don’t want to fall into the trope of influencer drag as one friend worded. i know i have created something of value recently. i need to figure out how i can expand upon it. anyway blah blah here is my life right now. simple at times crazy at others and my voice will come with time.