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Lyrics:
Talking to my younger self here
Im sorry x2

Hook:
Fear, envy, anger regret x2
Im stuck in a cycle x2
Help

Verse 1:
I regret the day that I left
I regret the day that I died
Its been nothing but darkness since
all I do is run and hide
I regret not picking you up
And I regret not holding you close
Because of that time that I looked down
And saw all the fear in your eyes
I should have been better to you
I should have held you when you cried
But instead I ran away
And hid behind this disguise
You deserve way better than me
But that’s the problem here
Because me and you are the same
Just a helpless fucking child

Bridge:
Nothing ever lasts x2
Darkness never lasts
It never ends

Say during hook:
Talking to you now
You know who you are

Hook:
Fear, envy, anger regret x2
Breaking out of this cycle x2


Verse 2:
I regret loving you
And I regret loving your lies
And I should have said no to you
A third a fourth a fifth time
I regret holding you
And even more the look in your eyes
That told me you were here to stay
And I didn’t have to run and hide
I regret holding on to you
To that hope till it died
Every day I died in your arms
A hundred fucking thousand times
Yet every time I loved you more
All at the cost of my life
I should have gotten up and left
You should have let me fucking die
I regret the day that you left
I don’t regret how free I’ve been
I know that I can be myself
But that’s not what you wanted from me
No I regret holding your hand
You don’t regret watching me bleed
I regret not speaking up
And saying youre not good for me
And I regret, most of all
That first day, that I cried
When the doctor came in
And first, brought me into the light
Cuz its been nothing but darkness since
Yeah you stole my sunrise
Because my biggest regret to this day
Is simply fucking being alive

Hook:
Fear, envy, anger regret x2
Done with this cycle x2
I’ll help myself