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我曾經真心熱愛著那份工作
也全心全意為公司付出心力
連假日也在電腦前完成任務
只因我真的喜歡那份使命感

喜歡品牌和產品與工藝品質
也相信努力總會被看見認可
那時的我還以為能實現理想
從未想過會以傷痕收場離開

她說要有團隊合作文化理念
卻只容許她的聲音存在主導
她口口聲聲說可以討論意見
但討論永遠以命令結尾處理

每次開會都被打斷否定計畫
每份成果都被挑剔重來製作
學習的機會被一一剝奪殆盡
只剩壓抑恐懼和疲憊的感受

開始懷疑是不是我太差能力
是不是我真的不夠勤奮努力
直到我看到周圍苦臉的大家
才明白不是我一個正在焦慮🥺
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I once truly loved that job
Giving all my heart to the company 
Even on holidays, rest days, sick days, I work at the computer
Simply because I love that mission 

I love the brand, the products, the craftsmanship and quality
And I believed my efforts would be recognised and appreciated
At that time, I thought I could reach my goals and targets
Never expecting it would end with scars and leaving 

She always said we shall maintain a culture of teamwork
Yet only her voice was allowed to lead
She claimed discussions were welcomed
But every final decision ended in command 

In every meeting, my plans were interrupted and dismissed
Every result was criticised and redone
Learning opportunities were taken away one by one
Leaving only pressure, fear and exhaustion 

I began to doubt if I was really capable
If I truly wasn't working hard enough 
Until I saw the bitterness in everyone's face
I realized I wasn't the only one feeling the anxiousness and anxiety🥺