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Every year, I go back through my prayer journal and review what the Lord has been doing in my life — the graces, the struggles, the patterns that emerge over time.

When I reviewed my 2025 journal, one thing stood out clearly: how much of a battle my evenings had become.

By the end of the day, I was often depleted — low energy, tempted to completely veg out, scroll endlessly, or waste time. And yet, I knew there was still something left in me. Not enough to do everything… but enough to do something good, useful, and life-giving.

This video is a reflection on that ongoing struggle:

Wanting to rest without falling into laziness

Wanting recreation without losing hours to distraction

Wanting to use time well without burning out

If you’ve ever felt torn between exhaustion and the sense that you could be living your evenings better, you’re not alone.

These are quiet battles — but they matter.
And when we fight them well, we give glory to God.

“The kingdom of God suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.”

Viva Cristo Rey.