【Glob English】 Obsession 【UTAU Original】

wow i sure was mentally ill when i wrote this song huh

you can download glob (and my other UTAU, Karin!) here: https://karinvoice.weebly.com

Lyrics:

Oh, oh

Why do I, I do not know why
I try so hard when all I do
Is fail

I’ve thousands of endless failures
Over and over and over
Everything I do, it’s never
Good enough for anybody

And I am losing myself
Within my own creations
Getting way too attached to
An idea based in fiction

An obsession that will never fade
I am becoming somebody else
Anyone, to avoid being me
With a facade of contentedness

My mask, it must never slip
I cannot live, however
At the same time, I can’t die
Hoping that my creations
Will tell my story for me

If I’m not the very best
If I cannot make a mark
If I cannot be useful
Then I am oh so worthless

And I do not want to be me
I’ve to unwillingly be me
A curse I wear upon my face
When nothing and everything’s real

An obsession that will never fade
I am becoming somebody else
Anyone, to avoid being me
With a facade of contentedness