Spending High School Alone

Felt like I needed to make something like this to get it out of my head. Also hoping that I gained something from that amount of time alone.





Embark on a deeply personal journey with me as I recount my 724 days of solitude in high school, a transition marked by high hopes and challenging realities. After moving to a new school district for a fresh start, the excitement of making new friends and experiencing the quintessential high school life quickly gave way to a solitary existence. From fleeting acquaintances to moments of introspection and the struggle to find my place, this video is a raw exploration of the emotional landscape of my high school years.

Discover how isolation took its toll, transforming everyday school life into a test of endurance and self-discovery. From the initial attempts to connect, navigating social dynamics, to the quiet retreats into the shadows of the school library and hidden patios, every moment is a piece of the larger puzzle of my high school experience. Witness the internal battles with agoraphobia, panic disorder, and depression that marked my senior year, culminating in a poignant reflection on the last day of school—a moment of defiance intertwined with vulnerability.

But this story isn't just about the struggles; it's also about the insights gained and the advice for those who might feel similarly isolated. Through practical tips on how to make connections, to broader reflections on self-acceptance and minimizing negative self-talk, I share the lessons learned from my journey. This video is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and a message of hope and encouragement for anyone who has ever felt alone in a crowd.

Join me as I share not only the challenges faced but also the steps towards healing and self-compassion. Whether you're currently navigating your own high school experience or reflecting on your past, this video is a reminder that you're not alone, and there's a path forward, paved with understanding and kindness towards oneself.