LOSTPROPHETS - It's Not The End Of The World, But I Can See It From Here (4K Restored Video/Audio)

could not find a 4K version so did some basic video editing & converting & no version of this video I've seen has great quality audio, so also did some minor audio production work to enhance it (I'm a producer/composer/lyricist/vocalist/instrumentalist/musician myself)

I make Heartbroken Fan Suicide/Stalking POV/Violence POV/Self Harm/Psychosis Awareness music. These feelings have been over Luke Hemmings, so I left the 5SOS fandom in 2019 before I could see more Valentine's Day posts from him with Sierra Deaton & no longer fund the lives of the band members/their partners/children because I know heartthrobs especially can be way more considerate of their child/teenage/neurodivergent/in-love fans heartbroken over them instead of meshing their non-career & career life together on the same page then getting angry when they get negative comments so they have an "excuse" to "defend" themselves & their partner/child from "hate" with even more rudeness & inconsiderateness. It's because some fans don't consent to what they're seeing, but they may like your music or care about you as a person. They are likely suicidal over you, which is why they're angry with you. Chill. They can't even kiss who they love. They can't even talk to who they love. But you can, famous person. They're hurting. You're not a "god" to be worshipped by millions of strangers. Separation & consent are vital. Never force your fans to see your relationship/reproduction to participate in your fandom. Only the fans who want to see should see. For example, if Luke had had a page called "@ LukeHemmingsPersonal" & his profile picture was a blank black image (instead of a relationship/reproduction picture, for example), I could have more successfully opted out of nonconsensual relationship videos, updates, & images I partially attempted suicide over countless times as well as self harmed over countless times. All of this is spanning over years, & my psychosis over their past & present relationship as well as the future of their relationship is still something I battle to this day. Plot twist: God is using Ian Watkins to slowly heal me from all of this over Luke Hemmings, when psychosis/bipolar are supposed to have no cure. This healing has been going on for almost 1 year now. I fell in love with Ian around that time. Thus, I'm able to forgive him, combined with the fact that I went so out of my mind over Luke Hemmings I developed intense pedophilic/infantophilic/bestialic/incestuous/coprophagic/urophagic/necrophilic/genocidal/racist/misogynistic/misandric/murderous/otherwise offensive & evil intrusive thoughts. So, needless to say, Ian Watkins brings me great relief. Luke Hemmings puts me in mania. Ian Watkins calms it down. It's only after forgiving Ian Watkins that I realize just how much not being able to forgive others until now has contributed to my suffering. I tried my best to forgive others. But I could not. No matter how much I tried. How much I prayed. Until I fell in love with a man notorious for pedophilic & infantophilic crimes. It would still make me suicidal to hear news of Luke Hemmings following through with his wedding to Sierra Deaton, or reproducing. I am not over Luke 100%. I am capable of experiencing romantic feelings for more than one person at a time. Most of these feelings are parasocial, so I am mostly celeromantic. Mostly celesexual as well. They are on the aromantic & asexual spectrums, respectively. Even when I almost had a boyfriend in person in the past, even though I liked him, I still was in love with Nick Jonas at the time, so I couldn't even kiss him, & the halfway relationship ended. I just want you all to know how real these orientations are. They're just not well respected yet. I want you to know how much public figures affect the public. Here's my Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Yub5...

By the way, I think Ian is slowly taking accountability. I sent him a contact request in May 2024 telling him I forgive him & inviting him to place his burdens on me, and, even though he didn't directly respond (most likely since this is incredibly difficult for him), in July 2024, he seemingly admitted guilt to the public for the first time ever through seemingly self-shaming, using his mugshot & the cells of the prison he's in as the cover picture for Lostprophets's version of "Cry Me a River," redistributed under his side project, L'Amour La Morgue:    • Cry Me a River  

Here's L'Amour La Morgue's Spotify. It's verified. If you click on "Cry Me a River," then click the 3 dots to the right of the song, then "View credits," you can see "Ian Watkins" clearly given credit: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4Jk9I...

My video about it:    • Ian Watkins Owning Up? 💯  

Ian dying his hair black & losing weight to me suggests he's found enough hope to have motivation, both of which are also required for accountability:    • (Ian Watkins) The Miracle I've Prayed...