Скачать или смотреть Miguel Nochair - I went too far [alternative version] (lyric video)

I went too far
When I shot up my waste.
I went too far
When I threw my basic text in your face.
I went too far
When I dumped my D O C
In front of the popo
And prayed for arrest.
For the first time.
For the hundredth time.

When all you deserve is death
But life clings to you,
Like a codependent ex,
What will you do?
Brush against your lower power
Or crawl your way back to recovery?

I would give everything I own
For a moment's reprieve.
I would give everything I lost
For a second of peace.
I will always have this disease.
Why can't I get it?
It's simple but it's not easy.
Why am I so thick ?
So effing hard-headed.
Drenched in my sweat,
I feel rotten inside.
Down to the core.
The mister Hyde to an absentee Jekyll.
The portrait of Dorian Grey
But no Dorian in sight.
I know I'm gonna die.
And most days, I don't mind.
I don't know if I'm gonna live.
And most days, it feels kinda nice.

I went too far
When I used in your flat.
I went too far
When I didn't have the decency to croak.
I went too far
When I got out in the hall
To not see the fuzz
The chems were conjuring,
For the whole night.
It's my flight or flight.

When all you deserve is jail
But freedom clings to you,
Like an enabling mother,
What will you do?
Steal money out of her wallet
Or run and hide under your rock?

I would give everything I own
For a moment's reprieve.
I would give everything I lost
For a second of peace.
I will always have this disease.
Why can't I get it?
It's simple but it's not easy.
Why am I so thick ?
So effing hard-headed.
Drenched in my sweat,
I feel rotten inside.
Down to the core.
The mister Hyde to an absentee Jekyll.
The portrait of Dorian Grey
But no Dorian in sight.
I know I'm gonna die.
And most days, I don't mind.
I don't know if I'm gonna live.
And most days, it feels kinda nice.

I went too far
when I slammed the door.
I went too far
When i shot my nightmarish hallucinations.
I went too far
When I had paranaphernalia
In my chinos' front pocket
At my favourite N A meeting.
It was already decided.
I was up for a relapse.

When all you deserve is life
But death clings to you,
Like your bookie on payday,
What will you do?
Buy that one fatal eight ball
Or shoot up that liberating air bubble?

I would give everything I own
For a moment's reprieve.
I would give everything I lost
For a second of peace.
I will always have this disease.
Why can't I get it?
It's simple but it's not easy.
Why am I so thick ?
So effing hard-headed.
Drenched in my sweat,
I feel rotten inside.
Down to the core.
The mister Hyde to an absentee Jekyll.
The portrait of Dorian Grey
But no Dorian in sight.
I know I'm gonna die.
And most days, I don't mind.
I don't know if I'm gonna live.
And most days, it feels kinda nice.

And in in the morning, I don’t wake up.
Don’t shake me.
Don’t call for help.
Put a sheet over my head.
As I was unable to lift the veil.

I would give everything I own
For a moment's reprieve.
I would give everything I lost
For a second of peace.
I will always have this disease.
Why can't I get it?
It's simple but it's not easy.
Why am I so thick ?
So effing hard-headed.
Drenched in my sweat,
I feel rotten inside.
Down to the core.
The mister Hyde to an absentee Jekyll.
The portrait of Dorian Grey
But no Dorian in sight.
I know I'm gonna die.
And most days, I don't mind.
I don't know if I'm gonna live.
And most days, it feels kinda nice.

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