J-DEN 21 - GONER (Prod. Dazay x Matwyre)

lyrics:

they don't let me be what I'm really is
music making pain numb I can't feel sh*t
I can't see what they see in me
on my knees I'm praying for some peace

I've been looking for the peace, started feeling like a goner
devil tryna distract me telling me that I need someone
trapped in the dark with no healings for my heart
this is not for me bi*ch it's for everyone
these pain got me talking to myself in the mirror
it ain't me that I see in the mirror
a guy with a devil's horn standing in my bedroom
telling me that he gon take me to the hell

demons keep on telling me
that I need some bad bi*ches and some pills
telling me that I'm just a worthless guy
it's alright, I don't care

I've been looking for the peace, started feeling like a goner
devil tryna distract me telling me that I need someone
trapped in the dark with no healings for my heart
this is not for me bi*ch it's for everyone
oh my God please help me
My soul's screaming and crying
these demons won't let me live
show me the way back home please

living life it's too fast
what if I die in a young age?
I won't let the drugs control me
wonder if I'll find some inner peace

(demons keep attacking me)
(inner peace is what I need)
(I just keep forgetting that)
(these demons made my life a hell)

I've been looking for the peace, started feeling like a goner
devil tryna distract me telling me that I need someone
trapped in the dark with no healings for my heart
this is not for me bi*ch it's for everyone
these pain got me talking to myself in the mirror
it ain't me that I see in the mirror
a guy with a devil's horn standing in my bedroom
telling me that he gon take me to the hell
(I only walk the lonely road)
(I just wanna go back home)

#music #rap