Happier than ever || vent pmv

(TW; violence, child abuse & m///der attempt)
I should have kept all the flowers for me

Edit: im turning the comments off bc I never thought id get so many views & comments, and it’s overwhelming…! Thank you for the support, people here are just so sweet… thanks a lot 🌷🐞

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It took me, i think, 1 day or 2... not sure, i'm derealzing & i don't know what i'm doing lol;

SO!!! It's about me & my abusive parent(s), it's hard for me to explain what has been going on with.. my life but my doctor & therapist told me i'm a very traumatized person, and I'm dealing with CPTSD, derealization/depersonalization, and severe anxiety as well...
I won't go into further detail because it's just so violent & triggering but yay, at least i'm finally able to afford professional help, and hopefully i'll be able to afford for a place to live, faaar far away from them!

if the comments make me uncomfortable, i'll be turning the comments off so please be respectful and nice :D

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Song:    • Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever (Of...