The Life Update I have been putting off making for two months

This video was incredibly hard to film, and this was about my sixth attempt. Please know that this is incredibly personal, and I appreciate your consideration of this and how I deal with it. The split is something I would appreciate you let me deal with off-screen. It was just necessary for context. There is a lot going on and half the time I don't even know how I feel about stuff. I did not want this to be a big emotional video hence the time it took to get to this moment of sharing. That is just my way and I hope you can let me deal and share it in the way that is easiest to me.

I do want to keep sharing the LEGO side of my life with you all however so wanted to address it so we can continue the journey together and enjoy fun new sets as once a Lego addict always a Lego addict.
There is much more I could say but this may not be the place. I just want to thank the Discord and Alberto in particular for just being there and continuing normalcy throughout. The escapism is much appreciated.
normal stuff will continue again soon I hope.