Jhariah - RUSSIAN DOLL (Official Audio)

From my second full-length album, TRUST CEREMONY.

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LYRICS:
What’s with that hole in your head?
Couldn’t say when it came
How I was shot last time
But I can tell I’m when I’m caught hopelessly
Beneath seances summoning more from me
Than I’ve got
And I’m just so tired cuz each day takes aim
At all that it knows me to have
And expands on it’s list of demands

This year I enter this winter so full of resentment
Covered in brand new bruises but none that I remember
I’ve seen the signs before

So why can’t I recall?
How did I find my way home last time?
I fall on square one, each fall I take
Why should I try again?

If I know that tomorrow will bring new lows, can I still go?
Is it hopeless to put myself through the motions
Through this wringer?
Oh my head’s hardly here on a good day
And It’s certainly gone when it rains
If you shot me tonight would it kill me?
Would I find the time to die in your gaze?

Can my present last if I have no past?
Nothings clear when I look back
It’s just black
But I’ve seen these clouds before

So why can’t I recall?
How did I find my way home last time?
I fall on square one, each fall I take
Why should I try again
When in the end
It never changes
Just the same thing
One song that keep spinning
Over and over again

I'm scared out of my mind
Stuck inside of a hole
And this is just the first of many
First of many, first of many
Grasping at liquid minutes
I feel like I’ll never be satisfied
I am scared out of my mind
Reveling in this dance
Hoping it’s the first of many
First of many, first of many.
Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?

CREDITS:

Written and Produced by Jhariah Clare
Guitars: Henry D’Arthenay
Drums: Bree Moreno
Drums Recording Engineer: Colin Mohnacs
Drum Editing: Tyler Povanda
Saxophone: Allan Romero
Mixing Engineer: William Garrett
Assistant Mix Engineer: Carl Bespolka
Mastering Engineer: John Greenham

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