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HI GUYS! thought i'd sing you a zeke song to celebrate 100 followers on twitter, and well over 100 on here! i can't believe this happened in a week! thank you so for much for building this community with me ♡

in this little number, our dear closeted zeke sees charlie's bedroom for the first time and has a bit of a... "squidward in the patty vault" moment. help him. and yeah, for now, just imagine this in a voice that isn't mine. (LAUGHS) thank you for listening!!

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lyrics:

all alone in charlie's room.
i have palpitations in weird places.

his cologne, his untied shoes,
his photos from when he had braces...

he's on zoloft! i'd have never guessed.
that's a relief.

wait.

why am i relieved that he's depressed?
and more importantly...

what's the deal with the need i feel to try on all his rings,
compare the sizes of our hands, and go through all his things,

take my shoes off, lay back on his bed, and kick my feet
up and down, then roll around, and breathe in the detergent on his sheets?

it's floral, but it's amber, and it's sultry, and it's comforting
it's sweaty, and it's kind of sweet, and...

oh my god, what's wrong with me.

when i hear you say my name,
i feel like it belongs to me at last.

do you know that you're to blame
for righting all these wrongs in me at last?

i can hear the truth so loudly,
i can't stop the ringing in my ears.

i don't want the spotlight, charlie.
i don't want your pity on me.

help me, charlie.
fuck you, charlie.

i don't know what i want from you, charlie.
aaaaaaaaaah. aaaaaah.

so much color in my face.
it looks like several rainbows vomited.

that's a pretty pillowcase.
does he embroider like my mama did?

why did i notice something dumb like that?
i don't notice things about people's bedrooms!

i just pet their cat until it's time to leave.
but charlie, i don't want to leave, for reasons that i can't explain.

i'm dangling on a precipice.
one move and my whole life could change.

when i hear you say my name,
i feel like it belongs to me at last.

do you know that you're to blame
for righting all these wrongs in me at last?

i can hear the truth so loudly,
i can't stop the ringing in my ears.

i don't want the spotlight, charlie.
i don't want their pity on me.

help me, charlie. save me, charlie.
fuck me, charlie.

I MEAN-- FUCK YOU CHARLIE!

all i know is that i want you, charlie.
all i know is that i want you, charlie.

aaaaaaaaaah.

all i know is that i want you.

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