meredith + deluca | goodbye

'And while I'm feeling brave, I'm not sorry I kissed you at the wedding. 'Cause it's all I've been able to think about ever since, and I know you have options, but I want you to know that I'm one of them.'


Okay. I am FREAKING angry and in shock. Usuall I am prepared someone will die in GA (after 17 seasons I should be prepared right?) but I don't think I was so shocked for a long time... last time probably when George died ("double o seven... double o... oh! john doe is george!!!!" OMG STILL I CAN NOT).

DeLuca was perfect. Troubled. Good. A hero! I freaking shipper Mer with him. And if not merder i hoped for them to be endgame. He was so good with her kids and with her. HE CARED. HE FREAKING CARED. And he would be a great doctor. I am so angry I am not even sure I want to keep watching this show. I hate that they will make her date McWidow now. How predictible. DeLucas was so much better. OMG HE WANTED TO GO TO PRISON FOR HER I CAN NOT DEAL WITH THAT HOW WHY THEY KILLED HIM OMG SUCH A WASTED POTENCIAL. Okay I understand killing off character if the actor says "okay i am done" but I am 100000000000000000% sure this was not the case. He didnt want to leave SO WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Okay. I will sit here and be angry and this is probably not my last video of them because I want to vid them again.

(Also Mer/Deluca gives me Alex/Addison feelings. What it could have been. So I am angry like twice. I hate THIS SHOW SO FREAKING MUCH RIGHT NOW. I hope it will end with s17).

(can someone speak to me in italian while i cry?)

Okay. CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY STILL CARED ABOUT EACH OTHER AFTER BREAK UP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?? LIKE OMG LETS TALK ABOUT BEING A GROWNUP.

Hate you GA.

Marti

fandom: grey's anatomy
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