close your eyes | merlin

PLEASE WATCH IN 720p HD (small screen) // SPOILERS FROM 5x13

this is not a sad video (or at least i don't think it is) I just really needed to get this ultimate episode out of my mind because it was all i could think about these past few days and the only way i could do that was to vid it. I've been watching this show since a year and a half and the last episode was honestly really painful to watch. I cried, A LOT, I think i've never cried that much about a tv show, and I was sobbing for about three days. I'm not going to ramble about the ending of the show because i'm really not good at these things but let's just say that it was a beautiful ending in my opinion (despite the fact that i hated the way they killed morgana, who's my favourite character - and by way i mean merlin - i was expecting a big confrontation between them since she learned he was emrys but it never happened), this show will always be one of my favourites and I'm glad I could be a part of it somehow because it was worth it. I'm not going to say goodbye on this show, I never will.

this video is basically my late christmas present for the one and only, my friend myriam aka the girl who introduced me to this show in first place (HUGE THANK YOU) and got me addicted to it, the girl who knew how painful was the last episode but still watched it another time and livetweeted with me because she knew that I couldn't handle it alone. I LOVE YOU, I REALLY, REALLY DO.
   / lonercheerleader  

this is also for jules because i really wanted to make something for you, i'm sorry i'm late but i was planning to make a merlin video for you but i wanted to include the last episode and i thought that you wouldn't mind if it was a little late! I know we don't talk that much but you are such a talented (but sadly overrated) vidder, i love your videos so much and you're so sweet, so kind! i hope you had an amazing christmas, this is for you!!!
   / fracturedxdesires  

ps: this is probably my last video of 2012 so HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

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