expo '86 - revolutionary girl utena amv

pov you are a queer teen trapped in eternal high school (unless??). was originally gonna do this to the demo version of the song but opted for this one instead, mainly bc goddamn. that squeaking of our skin against the steel really is getting worse huh. flashing light warnings from 1:50 to 2:02, 2:12 to 2:14, 2:32 to 2:38 !! started 26/04/23, finished 12/07/23.

song is expo '86 by death cab for cutie.

lyrics
sometimes i think this cycle never ends
we slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
and it seems by the time that i have figured what it's worth
the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse
but if i move my place in line, i'll lose
and i have waited, the anticipation's got me glued
i am waiting for something to go wrong
i am waiting for familiar resolve
sometimes it seems that i don't have the skills to recollect
the twists and turns of plot that turned us from lovers to friends
i'm thinking i should take that volume back up off the shelf
and crack it's weary spine and read to help remind myself
but if i move my place in line, i'll lose
and i have waited, the anticipation's got me glued
i am waiting for something to wrong
i am waiting for familiar resolve
i am waiting for another repeat
another diet fed by crippling defeat
and i am waiting for that sense of relief
i am waiting for you to flee the scene
as if you held in your hand the smoking gun
and on the floor lay the one you said you loved
and it's strange
they're all basically the same
so i don't ask names anymore
sometimes i think this cycle never ends
we slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
and it seems by the time that i have figured what it's worth
the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse
the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse
the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse