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(prod. lil nightshift)

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

pessimistic, always anxious
stressing to a point for so long
feels like i'm dreaming
i had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
it took six months to get me back up on my feet
seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
and when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
and honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess