Roskrow - Distance (Panic Attacks)

Ngl, I had a wee mental/emotional breakdown at work a couple weeks ago where my head got loud af and instead of one ball of noise in me cranium, there were fucking 2 and it got too much and ended up bursting out crying in the truck for no reason and had to go home (head) sick 😂

I already started working with the main sample recommended by Mel so I made the song about my head in the day off I had to have.

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#rap #hiphop #roskrowthecatdad #colchestermusic

Linktree:
https://linktr.ee/roskrowthecatdad

Credits:
Laurence Crow Illustration for the “Roskrow” & “TheCatDad and for the main art you see during the video, you can find his stuff here:
  / laurencecrowart  

Cathy Simpson for art Skully:
  / cathysimpson23  

LYRICS:

Peace of mind
Something that I'm craving
And leave behind
Self destructive havens

I hear someone crying in the distance
Have a feeling that it's me but I'm feeling distant
To myself.
I Hear someone screaming in the distance
Have a feeling that it's me but I'm feeling distant
To myself.

Verse:
1. I can't contain it, I can't express it
2. This oxymoronic existence. MEND IT
3. I struggle to express it unless it's over beats
4. And not exactly helpful but to me life's poetry
5. I see the 3 sides, of me in this
6. One likes to hide and breathe in it
7. Another one cries leading it to depths
8. And the 3rd one is screaming and writhing in a mess
9. Couldn't listen to the first, the noise was overbearing
10. Resulting in shakes, crying, breathin im scaring
11. Myself, can't explain why it's happening
12. No logic or thought process to back it with
13. Cringing at the thought of calling work to say
14. I've been struggling all week and it's only Wednesday
15. I just wanted to get through the rest of the week
16. With my voice cracking with every single word that I speak

I hear someone crying in the distance
Have a feeling that it's me but I'm feeling distant
To myself.
I Hear someone screaming in the distance
Have a feeling that it's me but I'm feeling distant
To myself.

Peace of mind
Something that I'm craving
And leave behind
Self destructive havens