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Some odd number of years ago, when Youtube still had friends,I messaged Rockleetist about a project I was working on entitled "Dissonance In My Head", a concept album I've been working on in my spare time. I never finished it, but I'm still working on it in my down time.
This particular song was set back for a few years, but it's here now.

Lyrics:
Verse 1
Desperate and so lonely,
I look for you.
I've left behind all that I
had ever longed for.
Cold winds scream through my ears
like a banshee
A freezing chill... A pain that still
will forever haunt me.

Chorus 1
Yet, I have made it here,
running through all the fear.
The sadness in my heart
retains the pain.
And if I fall I fear
that I may not return.
None of my love remains.
Yet, I have made it here.
Make this pain disappear
my one and only prince charming.
And still I wonder why can't I even dream...

Verse 2
Tears fall like a rainstorm.
I barely see
a twisted grin, broken within.
Am I going crazy?

Chorus 2
Yet, I have made it here
holding this love my dear,
bearing the weight of it,
upon my knees.
And if I scream your name,
it's not returned the same.
I beg forget me please.
Yet, I have made it here.
Make this pain disappear
my one and only prince charming.
And still I wonder why can't I even dream.
And still I wonder why can't I even dream.