eyv - it happened late one night

from the album 'the struggles of a teenager with a midlife crisis'

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lyrics:
it happened late one night
i think i was 13 years old
it came to me
it was always the ones i loved
and never myself
but now i'm aware
and i don't want to ever be aware again
how are you supposed to be happy
when you don't know what's next
how are you supposed to be happy
when you have such few time left
do i wanna know
what happens when i go away from here
do i go anywhere at all
at all
do i wanna show
the fact that i don't know nothing at all
i'm just clueless
i'm just clueless about everything
♪
what if i don't go anywhere at all
will i just cease to exist
'cause i'd rather go to hell
but maybe i'm looking at things wrong
by then maybe i'll have changed my mind
or maybe it'll get worse
every second of my life getting worse and worse
how are you supposed to be happy
when you don't know what's next
how are you supposed to be happy
when you have such few time left
do i wanna know
what happens when i go away from here
do i go anywhere at all
at all
do i wanna show
the fact that i don't know nothing at all
i'm just useless
oh i'm just useless
i don't wanna talk about it
i don't wanna think about it, but it's too late
i don't wanna think about it
i don't wanna talk about it, but it's too late
it's too late not to be born
it's too late to not be born
or to want to die
it's too late to not be born
it's too late to not be born
or to want to die
to die
today
it's too late to want to die today
to die today
to die today
to die today
to die today
to die today
i should've killed (to die today)
myself when i (to die today)
was born (to die)

by Eyv (2024)