Trigun Stampede - Vash Tribute {I CAN'T BREATHE!} HD

EDIT: Sorry for the filter & the added music at the beginning; the original video had the original audio only & no filter! YT blocked it without them.

REPOST! I noticed my previous upload the QUALITY WAS EATEN! So reposted! OLD TOTAL VIEW COUNT: 780 views over 2.5 days

~ SPOILERS FOR TRIGUN STAMPEDE EPISODES 10-12! YOU WERE WARNED! ~

Hello! First I wanted to preface this by saying making this video took many hours, blood, sweat, tears, & Plant Sausages. This song and this arc with Vash are deeply personal to me as Vash & Knives mirror the volatile relationship my brother & I have, with my personality mirroring that of Vash & my brother's that of Knives; including the whole control aspect. And I previously had another "Knives" in my life in the past; the one who "remade" my brother into the Knives he is today. So with Vash, I deeply felt his struggle with loving a brother that wants you to be the way he wants you to be, but at the same time needing to eventually stand your ground and tell him "No. I will not change for you, no matter how much I love you." I hope you guys all enjoy this video, & the journey it will take you on!

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Songs: (in order of appearances)
1st: "Crying Alone" - Jurrivh
2nd: "I Can't Breathe!" - Dax
3rd: "Let Me Be Sad" - I Prevail

Program: Sony Vegas Pro 18

Hours It Took To Edit: 2 days straight; had 4 hours sleep in the last 48 hours
Anime Used: Trigun Stampede, Episodes 10-12

~~~ LYRICS ~~~

{intro}
Have you ever felt this way by any chance?
That makes you feel like you can't breathe?
I have
Oh, god

{chorus 1}
I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what i want and i need
I've been playing with god but it feels like the devil's been coaching the team
I got so much to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I've been living on earth but one day I wish I could go live in my dreams

{verse 1}
I've been lost in my mind for a minute, I'm searching for somewhere to go (somewhere to go)
I look right at my mum and I cry 'cause I wish she didn't have to get old
I got all of these people around me but why do I still feel alone?
I got all this money, I just bought a house but with nobody in it it isn't a home
All of these contacts inside of my phone but I can't come in contact with someone to hold
Sometimes I sit in the shower and cry 'cause the water disguises my tears in the flow
Look in the mirror I don't see a soul
Looking for love but I'm on the road
This isn't a song, this is a poem, god

{chorus 2}
I can't breathe
I'm not even tired but I just want to sleep
I'm drowning in pain, it's getting too deep
This weight is enormous, I'm crying for help, but don't nobody see
I'm at war my head every day, I've been screaming and fighting for peace

{verse 2}
I'm hurting, my heart's full of rage
My life is a book that they can't even read 'cause I'm bleeding on every page
Our people are dying too young when we're tired of commenting all on their page
We just said a prayer for one and woke up and another was taken away
Let me know if it's better in space
I wanted the money, I got it and now that I'm rich I got nothing to chase (chase)
I'd rather be happy and broke than rich and with no one to love every day (day)
I know everybody relates (-lates)
I hope that you're here while i pray (pray)
Let me say, god

{chorus 3}
I can't breath (I can't)
I'm on my knees (you see me)
I'm begging you please (please)
Yeah, they left me for dead, created a storm
They thought I would drown, but they didn't know that i am a seed

{verse 3}
And yes I'm looking for help
I wanted to love, but I couldn't love, 'cause i didn't love myself (can't love myself)
I'm done blaming everyone else
No more blaming everyone else
From now on I'm blaming myself (ooh)

{chorus 1}
I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with god but it feels like the devil's been coaching the team
I got so much to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I've been living on earth but one day I wish I could go live in my dreams
I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and i need
I've been playing with god but it feels like the devil's been coaching the team
I got so much to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I've been living on earth but one day i wish i could go live in my dreams

{bridge}
I can't breathe
Not tired but I sleep
I cry, yes I weep
They don't know what I need

{chorus 1}
I can't breathe
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and I need
I've been playing with god but it feels like the devil's been coaching the team
I got so much to say but anxiety whispers and tells me don't speak
I've been living on earth but one day I wish I could go live in my dreams

{outro}
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't - breathe