i am dirt

tear out my teeth & replace them with yours, new face, new name. jaw agape soaked in ash as i wander in the skin of another. stained with the smell of lavender. shattered glass is all i eat, crawl through mud, no fucking knees.
contemplating your body on the swing by the lake. dancing on old wounds. thriving in decay. pressure built behind stark blue eyes. after it all how’d i know this would still disappoint again. please show me something real, anybody, hold me, love me, give me just one chance. one. to be. bathe me in the grace. just want it all. i can’t even look in my eyes. passed around, silly little plaything. watch me now. took it all, still want more. guess deep down i always knew that i am dirt forevermore.