ingrAIned - Self-Deprecation (Official Music Video)

The 4th song from "The Self-Deprecation EP"
Full EP Links:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0Wqii9...
Youtube Playlist:    • The Self-Deprecation EP  

Lyrics

I just can't get enough of hating myself
Hah
They say misery loves company
But I'm the (only one) only one here

I have a proclamation of self-deprecation
My self esteem's on vacation
and my pride is on probation
So let me make an illustration
of my self hatred sensation
Translation:
I hate...
Me.
SELF-DEPRECATION

Self-deprecate
I don't appreciate (me)
I lie and wait for the self hate to alleviate
At this rate, I'll never fix my mind state (help!)
My head's at a stalemate
Happiness is hard to create (create)
My pupils dilate (dilate)
as I become more irate sigh

Is there somebody who can relate?
Or am i the only one?
No love, all hate

I have a proclamation of self-deprecation
My self esteem's on vacation
and my pride is on probation
So let me make an illustration
of my self hatred sensation
Translation:
I hate...
ME!
SELF-DEPRECATION

Self-deprecate
I sealed my fate, I need a clean slate
to wipe my mind of this innate (hate)
I keep a full plate, so i don't activate (hate)
Just wanna sleep late, close the flood gate
My family helps negate the hate
So that I don't reprobate (me)

Is there somebody who can relate?
Or...
Or...
Am I... The only one?
Am I the only one?

Hate
Hate
Hate
Hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate
No
Must elevate
ELEVATE
ELEVATE

I have a proclamation of self-deprecation
My self esteem's on vacation
and my pride is on probation
So let me make an illustration
of my self hatred sensation
Translation:
I have a proclamation
of
of self-deprecation
My self esteem is just on vacation
It'll be back
Hahahaha