penelope bridgerton | this is me

this might be the most personal video I have ever created...

as long as I remember i didn’t have the „perfect“ body…I have always struggled with it and especially as a child or teenager...always thinking how I'm somehow worth less because of it...getting bullied or excluded because of it…also often feeling invisible I still do...after reading Romancing Mr. Bridgerton and watching Bridgerton I have felt seen/represented in a way I never experienced…actually the reason I've started vidding and this channel was partly because I was scared to go outside and to meet new people and because vidding gave me a way to express myself...when I started vidding I was so excited that I found sth I love so much that I can get lost hours in it and when I told ppl close to me some of them made fun of it which made me very sad...I guess that was what made me first post a video here...because in the beginning I solely created videos for myself, I still vid for myself though but I wanted to share what I love so much with ppl...so thank you to everyone who has ever watched or commented my videos!!! it means the world to me!!! ❤️
I'm 25 now and I'm still constantly overthinking what ppl think of me...I've become more confident over the years but I'm still not where I want to be...but I'm so lucky I have found ppl who accepted me for who I am here and also irl!!! anyway this is for all the people who ever felt this way!! ❤️

I know not a lot of ppl even read the description but if you did it means a lot!! thank you!!!!

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#ANNESOSHIFEATURES #VIDDINGISART

song:
character: Penelope bridgerton
show: bridgerton
program: Davinci Resolve 18.5
coloring made by me
scenes: hvdginsga (insta), scenepackcesa (insts), jazzzyx_ (twitter)



I DON'T OWN ANYTHING EXCEPT THE EDITING!!! EVERYTHING BELONGS TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS!!!