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What do you do when you're out of options in eating disorder recovery? In today's vlog, filmed primarily on 4/19/22, I'm giving the latest update on my anorexia recovery reboot, and discussing how I just want to get back to being myself, to be the wife Roger deserves, and to be the ME I know exists inside me, somewhere, even if she feels foreign right now.

Unfortunately, we're also having to try to think outside the box and find other treatment options, because I cannot access a traditional higher level of care, due to my many chronic illnesses and related issues and medical devices. However, nutritional rehabilitation is also the biggest key to getting back on the road to ME, and being MYSELF with MY personality, not dulled by the eating disorder.

I hate the pain this disorder causes, not only to me, but to those who love me, and especially to my husband who I love more than life itself. Even if recovery feels impossible, I have to keep pursuing any options I can possibly find, so we can get back to living the life we were meant to live together.

I will never stop fighting, even when I feel abandoned and dropped by my treatment team, despite doing what I thought was something that would be a good thing. Even still, I will never stop working to find a way to kick this disorder to the curb once and for all.

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