Th3rdshift - Last Needle

I don’t want to be there when the last needle falls
I don’t want to be here
Don’t want to be here at all
And when I try to sleep my demons they call
But when I’m bleeding
I don’t feel it no more

All these thoughts in my head I cant shake
Feeling so damn weak I’m bout to break
And if I do just know the string snapped
All emotions flooded out I couldn’t hold a thing back man
I’m feeling weak inside but strong enough to take my life
Seeing that I’m wrong but looking long enough to make it right
Its really easy to think you can switch a feeling
I wish we could switch positions
Get stuck with the shit I’m dealing
Never healing, revealing I cut a open wound
Bleeding on the floor but feeling like I’ll be floating soon
I’ve been coping, feeling like I’m choking
And I aint talking bout the cough from the leaf that I’m smoking
Standing over this ledge I’m bout to jump it
Got a shotgun close to my head I’m bout to pump it
Whole can of this gas I’m bout to dump it
Light it up and let it burn and still I’m feeling nothing


I don’t want to be there when the last needle falls
I don’t want to be here
Don’t want to be here at all
And when I try to sleep my demons they call
But when I’m bleeding
I don’t feel it no more


All these thoughts in my head I cant shake
Feeling so damn weak I’m bout to break
And if I do just know the string snapped
All emotions flooded out I couldn’t hold a thing back man
I wish it was easy for me to change
Flip that switch inside of my brain
I know people think I’m deranged
But this pain has been building up for so long I can feel the weight
Long as I been holding it I think these shoulders about to break
So depressed there aint no highlights that surface
Maybe I might deserve this
But is my life so worthless
That I’d take it from myself
(that’s what I think about man, what would god think)
As I ride by these churches
I don’t want to be this way, nah I fucking hate myself
I really need a hand but then my pride won’t let me take no help
My day is filled with these dark thoughts
The only thing to say is that I hope I feel no pain when the heart stops….