"thunderstruck instead"

this one reveals my honest thoughts about who I am and what I think I’m doing in life, how I’m doing in life, and what I am trying to do in it, especially when it comes to interacting with other people. It’s a transparent song about my completely human and flawed self.

Lyrics:

I’m still deep in devotion to a dream that won’t spare me anyway
Why should I keep chasing? In the end, the failure will be my death blade
I rolled the dice to end up useless
I’m out of tries, they remain boneless
My fractured guise turned into a carcass
Even after I run after the sunset
I’ll still be in my polluted planet
Never reaching beyond an atmosphere

I burrowed deep within my thoughts, never saw realistically
And now I share with what I brought, I let the moss crawl over me
I care about the drought, but I have dried out even me
I crave the clouds over my head, but get thunderstruck instead

I share a trait with my pedigree, cannot escape the fact that I am stale
No matter how much I try to flee, I must simply accept that life’s unfair
And I must roll on with uncertainty
The loss of trust in the ones who trusted me
And yet I blame them for having no sympathy
Then I yearn for things I know I could never reach
When I can’t even commit to my own anti-villainy
It costs me all my time to capture my reveries

I burrowed deep within my thoughts, never saw realistically
And now I share with what I brought, I let the moss crawl over me
I care about the drought, but I have dried out even me
I crave the clouds over my head, but get thunderstruck instead
I rejected chances, then left unfazed, I was complacent I’d have more
Born to frown until my grave, looking up to people whom I once glored
Static yet my life is out of place, my decay came from those “fruits” I bore
I crave the clouds over my head, but get thunderstruck instead

I burrowed deep within my thoughts
I burrowed deep within my thoughts
I burrowed deep within my thoughts
Never saw realistically

00:00: my MONOLOGUE that you should TOTALLY listen to!
01:01: the song!

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