Flxffy_ - dreaming

prod: Flxffy_
guitar loop by jkei on looperman

lyrics:
what's the point in life if i can't enjoy even a little second?
i end up feeling worse when i notice i don't know what im chasing
i convinced myself that nothing's going on so i'll just keep on breaking
doesn't matter tho cuz i gave up on life ever since that last weekend

i don't like this
everything that happens around feels like its my fault
stop crying
it'll take sometime till they know im not there no more

it wasn't so bad at the start and i miss it
i can't keep going on cuz im sick of it
oh
so i'll slowly keep going insane

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed

i really do not care if they forget me
i'll probably go back and do the same thing
its cuz the only thoughts i'll end up keeping
are things that im regretting
the people im forgiving

i don't mind it
they're simply just months of my life that i won't get back
i can't help it
just hope that the thougths that i have won't come back to bite

can i get a second?
i need to retrace my steps
i finally feel better
im hoping that it stays like this

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed

ty for taking the time to listen, it means a lot