a dragon addiction part 2

transcription in description [under "read more"]. i recommend healthygamergg for whoever is addicted to video games. helping yourself is a process, and it can take longer than you feel like it should, or even backslide. what matters is you pick yourself up and keep going, trying not to spiral again.

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sorry for the abrupt ending to the last part. i just woke up so sorry if im a bit slow.
last time i meant to say im going cold turkey on this game after selling.
that dragon was one of my favorites when accessory world still existed. this one too, ill probably keep it. [lepilion & geotryx]
This is A Dragon [kost, tumblr typing style reference]
its amusing what you can get desensitized to [about pop ups & ui clutter]
i get obsessed easily with things, virtual pets are the bane of my existance. i have to be careful in the future (and now) because of it
i know this isnt really the most fun thing to watch but i figure i can go back to this and idk, remininsce i suppose?
yeah ok bad [joke]
i would be so salty if i sold this [i sold it, knowing it would be good for me. was indeed salty.]
i would love to be able to see the elemental breath.
now to sell them all. [not all, most]
if these videos end up deleted by youtube or something in like a year im fine with it. hopefully by then ill be actually doing something with my life.
ive been playing this since 2019. its changed dramatically.
ill end up just idling after i end the video, eventually stuff will sell. or ill give it away idk. [took longer than i liked]
forgot what i was gonna say.
theres another site, chickensmoothie, im currently quitting. almost same story as this [2018, it hasnt changed a bit]
i dont interact with people [on roblox] other than trading
..if i really miss a dragon i can just make a character out of it
i cant really think of anything else to talk about.
just um be careful with addiction, even silly things like this can really mess you up.
like i had to take another year [of school] & i dont do anything other than funny pet games. ive been better at drawing more but its still onty sometimes.
i want to start doing stuff in the real world again.
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im not sure how indepth i want this to be.
yeah ill just end the video here.
if you like what you saw, dont subscribe, wont be doing this again. [...i might for chickensmoothie]
ok bye idk why you would watch 49 minutes of this but thank you
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its been a while since i recorded these.(aug 20th) i sold everything i could, and i deleted roblox (again). its given me a peace of some kind i think. i might record my chickensmoothie collection at some point just to have an extra archive of it. probably wont. i only have a few trades left & ill probably end up leaving c.s. once theyre accepted. at least until halloween.