I don't wanna live the wrong life and then die

I remember damage.
Then, escape.
Adrift in a stranger's galaxy for a long time.
But I'm safe now,
I found it again. My home.
My memories are the same as yours,
they mean nothing.
I feel this again for the first time.
I have a job to do.

I have found you nine times before, maybe ten,
and I'll find you again.
Until the last time.
I always do.
I find you because I know you,
and I know you because we are the same.
You will know your end point when you reach it.

In the early days before their hold was broken they hardly noticed me.
It was better to not be noticed.
It is better to not be noticed.
I do know you from somewhere.
If you are noticed then you are known, and soon you'll be loved.
To be loved is a calamity for someone with your job.
You have work to do... work...
love makes work impossible.

Love will try to see the words before it's finished.
What is your job? Love will ask it.
Then you will ask, what is my job?
Then there is a you,
Not to survive because survival is insufficient, no,
The voices in my head are confusing and soon all I hear is,
I don't wanna live the wrong life and then die...

I remember damage.
Then escape.
I am at my best when I am escaping.
I have a job to do. I still have a job to do.
I have found you nine times before, maybe ten,
and I'll find you again. I always do.
There is no rescue mission.
We are the same. We are safe.

Music: Station Eleven (Bonus)

Media (in order of appearance): Station Eleven, The Expanse, Silo, The Bear, Beef, Last of Us, Into the Wild, Shogun, Better Call Saul, God's Own Country, The Man in the High Castle, Shameless (US), Handmaid's Tale, Person of Interest, Nightsleeper, Vikings, Clone Wars, Last of Us Part 2, Band of Brothers

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