the things i wish i could tell you - an original song

here are the lyrics!

do you have trouble sleeping?
knowing that you’re not keeping,
all the promises you made?
i guess they didn’t mean a thing.

do you still sleep till noon?
does it get the best of you?
in your mothers house alone,
i know she wants to see her son.

does it still hurt?
all of those words,
that you said to me, again.
we weren’t meant to be, i guess.

i keep falling backwards
wanting answers
still
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t want to
any more

do you still remember,
the way our hearts beat together?
laying on your chest asleep,
you matched the way i breathe.

do you regret me?
now that you’ve had space to think?
are you better off alone?
you said that’s what you want.

and i keep falling backwards
wanting answers
still
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t want to
any more

do you still see me,
when you close your eyes to sleep?
i know i still do, occasionally.
i’m glad i had it in me to leave.