ESHRAL - TRIALS (Audio) | @eshral.otb

Eshral - Trials (Audio) - Track 10 from the album "Predetermined"

Produced and mixed by Eshral (@prodbyeshral)
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Cover art by Rani Race (@ranileea) and Eshral (@eshral.otb)

Lyrics:
This world's been testing me, testing me for too long,
These trials vexxing me right now and I can't move on,
Always thought it's meant to be, not my destiny to do wrong,
Don't fuck with ecstacy but I'm next to breathe in that bong.

And I'm next to breathe out these songs, I'm in a different league to your dons,
Switch on the mic and recite their lines about shit they clearly ain't on,
I don't care for beefing that's long, just wanna get my Ps up write songs,
Switch on the PC and make some heat g, on beat is where I belong.

They say life is a test, but what for man I'm trying my best,
Man I'm sick of this fake love shit don't like me say it with chest,
Don't love me show no respect, if you don't move right then you're gonna get left,
Best step correct be the same in the flesh, I don't want hugs just gimme that bread.

Been stuck in my ways in a rut or a phase, had enough of this pain so I gotta make change,
Loving the game it don't love me the same, but you must wanna play if you wanna get paid,
Hungry for the bands shit pick up the pace, pray none of this fades when I'm touching the stage,
Nuff love for the fam sis mum all the way, got brothers all day no love for a dame.

Two Ms on my mind that's m- and Ps, tryna make mum smile by earning some Gs,
Same time got violent thoughts in my dreams, how can I not do shit and know where he sleeps,
But I know it's all mad, if I've had a bad day and see him on an empty street,
But let me not get too deep, some lyrics ain't made for the TV screens.

Some lyrics ain't made for the public, some trials don't end in justice,
Cah this world ain't fair, some turn to fear when they're down on their luck say fuck this,
But me I push through gotta push through, every day training gyally can't touch this,
Gotta stick to the grind gonna win in due time, til they rate me saying I spun this.

This world's been testing me, testing me for too long,
These trials vexxing me right now and I can't move on,
Always thought it's meant to be, not my destiny to do wrong,
Don't fuck with ecstacy but I'm next to breathe in that bong.

And I'm next to breathe out these songs, I'm in a different league to your dons,
Switch on the mic and recite their lines about shit they clearly ain't on,
I don't care for beefing that's long, just wanna get my Ps up write songs,
Switch on the PC and make some heat g, on beat is where I belong.

Freestyle one really unstuck me, freestyle two felt a bit rusty,
Now I'm back penning sixteens trust me, I'm fully back like fifteens rugby,
Fourteen working days straight, new tape thirteen new tracks that's lovely,
I ain't ever gonna crack like humpty, when I'm working I'm alone like Bugzy.

E to the S-H-R-A-L, got bars and I graft harder than cartel,
No mask up just a barer you can't tell, through the laughter all the darkness I mask well,
Grafting hitting targets I can't sell, just rass it through my hardship I last well,
True barman when I'm barring I can't dwell, no barman if you're barring and can't shell.

They want new music in the PM, don't worry it's dropping soon akh,
Gotta take time with the word play, that's unlike Thursday when I'm flicking out two jabs,
On a mission to win it I'm too mad, got the biggest ambition like Tupac,
Got the sickest of lyrics, I came here to spin it I spit this I live it I do that.

I don't do trap, but I'll be whipping it up in the kitchen none of your business,
Need me a slim ting hitting the gym ting, rapping I kill it not playing the victim,
Didn't come from the block or the mud, so never be flexing my jewels on a bling ting,
Me and J ain't got the same blood, but he my sibling but he my sibling.