letting go

Letting go is a new song of mine

I hope you enjoy it:)

My new EP A.K.R.O.N.Y.M.U.S. will be released on 22.09.2024.
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prod. by Ensity
written by Ensity
performed by Ensity
Mix & Mastering by Ensity


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lyrics


Intro:
You were so cool, you were great and a strong
Man you was like a second father to me
I love you still but I hate what you did become
It hurts so much
If nobody’s there you steal from your own daughter
What the fuck happened to you huh?
It scares me what human can become
What human do til they get what they want
Do you know the proverb: Human show their prettiest face if they want something
And their truth face when they don’t get it
It’s like I never was a part if this family
I wasn’t there when my sister got hits this one evening cause of weed
I still can hear her scream in my head

Part:
It’s so confusing and I called you once dad
So I’m not connected with you anymore except with her
And everybody is wondering why I don’t trust anyone completely huh?
The music is the only thing which was always there for me
That’s why I have to hustle and you tell me you can’t do it cause of pain
Really?
Do you know how much pain I have and pain is just weakness of your body
So shut up!
It’s like I only meet you, to hear you say, I don’t beat the metronome my beats are cool but my rap is not good
Thank you for your feedback
Even though I don’t need that … anymore
But thanks for destroying my mood these days
If you had listen to one of this songs I published you would see that … differently, but maybe you don’t want it
Maybe you like it to hate cause you fucked your life with drugs
But I’m not like that
The only drugs I have is pain and this passion
Both make me sad and happy and I’m addicted to it
But there’s a big difference between me and you
I don’t try to ruin it
The passion and goals of other ones, you only do it cause you know you will never reach it
Or I should search for a new girlfriend but why?
It would be so selfish
Cause I have so much hate in me cause of myself it wouldn’t be good to have one at the moment
Everything is fine as long as you have weed to smoke
But if you don’t have it
Everything is shit and you hate the life
For you is love only a few grams and money
(wod)
For me too but I mean 21 grams and the heart
(wd)
Man I gave you 500€ every month for the rent cause I wanted
I wanted to be loyal and I wanted to show how grateful I am, for the nice times
But month after month you did nothing except craving for more but nothing
I gave you my hand and you wanted the whole arm
And now I wonder what did I really got the last years huh?

Outro:
I still see you when I meet my sister so we sometimes spend time together, but do you know how hard it hits, when you know the other one only can laugh, and can be happy with drugs
It fucks your mind
And don’t lie to me I know it was already before mom was leaving
I need space but even this room isn’t enough
Look at the ceiling