seon - stay with me (a visualizer)

have you ever been in love?
they always tell you that you’ll find it
you believe the words you hear
it’s in the movies in the books and at the core of all our fears
you call it love i call it lust that’s all i found throughout my years
i’m always searching then reminded of the time they’d diss spear

i never seemed to fall through
but i was close when i’m w you
you said it first
i said it back
but now i see it wasn’t true
it’s just illusion that we set in place so i could stay attuned
to feeling how we really want and not exactly how do

then i cheated & you caught me
said i’m sorry then you left
like the hope i had it of finding love and getting out my head
that someone would come and save me while i’m walking w the dead
& i know they never will but id love it if they did

verse 2

i lost my love when i was on the road
farther from the home
& you can take away the feelings burn em down
then let ‘em go
i hurt the most when i’m all alone
& really tryna cope
been using drugs that i can’t condone
im sorry i don’t know


i used to feel alright
i used to push through lonely nights
i used to sit in meditation and i used to like to cry
and i used think that love was something we could feel inside
and not a force that always hiding in the places we can’t find

& i know that that life will pass
the dreams will go and fade away
but maybe even for a second could i love someone the same
could i see that im enough beyond the point of needing change
quit obsession on completion from the ones who never stay