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“You Were My First, Not My Forever” – Official Audio by GHOST OF ME


This isn’t just a song — it’s a memory.
A piece of my heart.
My first love. My first heartbreak.

I wrote this about a boy I once loved deeply, when I was young and didn’t know what love really meant.
The butterflies, the kisses, the hugs, the silence, the mistakes — I remember it all.
We laughed, we drifted… and it still lingers.
But I’ve grown. I’m not who I was back then.

This song means a lot to me. I hope it reaches someone who needs it too.


🎧 Title: You Were My First, Not My Forever
🎤 Artist: GHOST OF ME
📍Language: English
🖼️ Cover Art by: Me
✍️ Written by: Me
🎶 Vocals, Music & Instrumental: AI-generated using Suno
🔗 Created at: https://app.suno.ai/


LYRICS :

[Verse 1]
Saw you walkin’ by, school hall never felt so loud
Felt something spark when you were around
Slid in your DMs like it was fate
That little crush turned to something great

Empty classroom, after the bell
First kiss, first hug, my secret spell
Your cologne still haunts my brain
Even now I can’t forget that flame

[Pre-Chorus]
Wasn’t love for a lifetime, but it was love to me
Didn’t care about right or wrong, just the way you made me feel free
And maybe you weren’t what I thought love should be
But you were the first, and that first still lives in me

[Chorus]
You were tall, you were fire, you were cute and cold
I was soft, I was wild, chasing stories untold
We kissed in shadows, we hugged like home
But I learned real love doesn’t leave you alone
You didn’t talk, and I called too much
Fought with words we couldn’t take back enough
You were my first, not my forever
Still I miss that fire, but I know better

[Verse 2]
Bus stop chats, blushing skin
Holding hands, hiding sins
I craved the touch more than the truth
Thought being wanted was some kind of proof

Then your world broke, and you shut me out
I said things I regret, just trying to shout
You stayed silent, I fell apart
Two kids with bruises on their hearts

[Pre-Chorus]
You said cruel things, and so did I
But I still wonder why you never said goodbye
If you grew up, maybe I’d forgive
But that girl I was, she's got more to give

[Chorus]
You were tall, you were fire, you were cute and cold
I was soft, I was wild, chasing stories untold
We kissed in shadows, we hugged like home
But I learned real love doesn’t leave you alone
You didn’t talk, and I begged too much
Fell in love with the feeling, not your touch
You were my first, not my forever
Still I miss that fire, but I know better

[Bridge]
Butterflies don’t mean it’s right
And kisses don’t erase the fight
You lit a spark I never knew
But I don’t burn the same for you

[Outro]
So here’s to the girl who loved too fast
Who thought first love would always last
She cried, she fought, she broke, she grew
And now she’s done waiting for someone like you.


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This track was made for personal expression and creative release. I do not claim full ownership of the music or voice model. All generative rights belong to Suno AI.

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