Скачать или смотреть ch 1. the beginning of a painful change

Some of you may know I extended my hiatus from Youtube. Something massive shook up my life at the end of 2025.
This vlog denotes the early beginnings of that event. As of posting, I'm still reeling from what happened. I'd like to keep the details private, but I thought sharing this vlog could help others on their own journey of grief. In retrospect, getting that journal was a lifesaver. And not buying into the cute journaling aesthetic was also a lifesaver.
While we're starting off vlogs a little bit in a somber mood, I have quite a few prerecorded during happier times to follow this one. I fully intend to keep this channel a happy place. I may not be able to be as consistent with posting, but I'll do my best. I hope you're all doing well.

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